Bombarded
Gosh, my brain is totally overwhelemd with so many things.
Projects, exams, castings, events..
I dont even have the time to breathe! I’m not kidding man.
Like yesterday, I studied from 9-4am for Fund Accounting exam. Woke up at 9, head to school for exam. Had lessons till 3. Then got a last minute job from Desmond, rushed to Dhoby Ghaut to collect my uniform from him. Then rushed down to Canon’s office @ Keppel Bay Tower for casting. Aftermath, had a quick dinner with the girls then head to the East to work!
And if you think my day has ended, it has not! Reach home only around 12am and here am I, doing up my project on the Euro Bailout.
Sheesh, thought that this topic would have alot of stuff to write and sohuld be quite easy. But damn! There’s just too much stuff to write that I don’t know where to start from. And the thing is, we only have a 5 page limit.
Geez. To think I actually posted on Twitter to ask if anybody’s willing to do the writeup for me with the consideration of 50 bucks. How loser am i. But I’m really really bombarded with too much stuff.
Both my last paper and my project presentation is on Friday and there comes a last min Hooch event tomorrow and a shoot at Bedok area on Thursday.
Tell me, how am I suppose to cope!!!!
Not to forget, I’m definitely not that kind of person who does tutorials and constant revision. Therefore, this few days prior to my exam is really the crucial time for me to grasp all the essentials to pass the paper with flyer colours.
Yes, maybe you would have said why not just decline the jobs. But seriously, for the past few months, it has been kinda quiet and i haven’t been getting jobs. Now that the peak period is here, I just couldn’t bear to turn them down.
On a sidenote, my Fund Accounting paper was a total flop today. I was too tired to think and my mind went blank the moment I flipped over the script. So far, the other 3 papers were pretty good. Secured an A for Global Securities. The rest not known yet.
Well, I only could blame myself for doing last minute studying. I had the weekend to study for it, but I didnt. Accounting has always been my strongest subject and I’m able to grasp the concepts in no time. Having thought so, I only studied the entire 4 chapters the day before exam. You may think it’s only 4 chapters. Mind you, it was almost like 99% self study. (I dont listen to lectures nor tutorials).
Yes, at 4am when I concluded my revision, I thought I was pretty confident. But today when I woke up, I just had a bad premonition. My brain was like totally dead. Nothing could go in, yet my brain cells just keep churning and churning, for no apparent reason. I just couldnt calm down and relax.
And ya, i guess i dont have to elaborate further. Total screw.
Lesson learnt?
OVERCONFIDENCE KILLS.
I’m gonna sleep now. And ya, I have to wake up in 4 hours time.
Fml. Period. Nights.
